IF YOU'RE NOT PRESENT, HOW ARE YOU GOING TO GET GUIDED?

I am tuned in to this Guidance shit. Most days I've got a direct channel to Spirit - to your guides, my guides, the Universal energies....I am rocking the vibes. I've sooooo got this. 

But I've been noticing lately that while I get the most amazing messages for others, for months my own messages go something like this: 
"Zan, you are so on your right path, you have the total ability to communicate with Spirit for the highest good of self and others, BUT YOU CAN'T MOVE FORWARD YET."

Damn. Let me tell you, I am stuck, stuck, stuck.....I know I have much to offer, but I'm not sure how, and I sure as hell don't know when.

I bought a new set of Oracle cards that I started blessing and getting familiar with yesterday. Did my first official reading for a client this morning . . .  

and knew that they were spot on....encouraged, I followed up with a reading of my own. guess what? I AM STILL STUCK. Surprise, surprise. 


So I did what I always do - I did my stream of  consciousness journaling and found a few truths.

I realized that I had been resisting acceptance of the present. Somewhere deep in my psyche was the belief that to accept it was to say "I want more of this". WRONG. Accepting the way things are without judgement means to let go of any attachment to my feelings of the present. 

So my meditation and my mantra has become - "I say YES to today". This opens up the path for Spirit to co-create my world - and let me tell you, Spirit is far more creative than any human - "I accept today and remain open to guidance for my highest good. 


A pretty good day, all in all, wouldn't you say?